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11.12.13

Terbangun di tengah subuh itu tidaklah mudah
yeahh, bagi sebagian mereka yang belum membiasakannya

Tapi di sinilah aku
Terbangun di tengah subuh pada hari kelahiranku
Bingung,,
ini bukanlah tempatku.. setiap tahun , di waktu yang sama dan moment yang sama,
aku pasti terbangun di sana
ditempat kelahiranku
di ranjang yang telah menemani menjadi saksi bisu pertambahan usiaku..

tapi sekarang, aku tidak lagi terbangun di sana
tetapi di sini. di tempat sunyi nan sepi jauh dari hingar bingar keluarga yang senantiasa merecoki kehidupanku, dengan nasihat dan cinta,
kau tanya  jadi??

tentu,, hari ini mendung,, semendung hati yang terbangun di tengah subuh di hari kelahiranku
aku merindukan mereka,
yah,, orang-orang yang merecokiku dengan sejuta tanya dan tawa itu,
 mereka tidak di sini, di sampingku, memberi selamat, doa ataupun wejangan- wejangan yang mungkin sangat berpengaruh untuk mengiringi langkahku menjemput usiaku yang akan semakin bertambah. siapa yang tahu.

adakah ini akan hujan? tidak, hanya mendung. Hari ini, 11.12.13. hujan tak turun, meski matahari nampak malu-malu bersembunyi di balik rapuhnya awan yang bergerak anggun menutupi angkuhnya sinar yang memancar darinya, matahari tetap enggan menampakkan kegagahannya.

rinduku terbawa angin yang berhembus mengiringi awan yang masih kukuh dengan mendungnya.
aku merindukan mereka.
merindukan terbangun di bawah sinar matahari berlapis debu
merindukan tawa renyah yang keluar dari bibirnya dengan kulit yang mengkerut di sekitar matanya.
aku merindukan mereka, orang tuaku, keluargaku.

adakah mendung hari ini menangkup kegundahan hatiku dan menjawabnya?
entahlah
selamat ulang tahun...[11.12.13]

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